Book: Lebanon

nerves, wanting one thing: to die faster and do nothing, never decide.

youth.

Only that's the catch, science is not a re-washing of cones, routine calculations are a thought. And when there is no thought, even if there are calculations and cones, this is no longer science.

Do not withdraw this happiness.

with an endless forest of spiers.

Maybe I still love you, Alice.

From it, it was as if sunbeams scattered and tickled you in the chest and under the ribs.

You see, Sarah, whatever a person does, any feat is not a victory over the dragon, it is a victory over the stupid inertia of the human masses. In any area. Is always. Victory over six billion idiots. This is very exhausting. As long as you see it this way. On the other hand, whatever you want to realize, that is, whatever thoughts you want to realize, you need an action that will always be resisted. Even if you want to cut a pipe out of a stick, you will need to overcome the stick's resistance. If human stupidity is viewed in this aspect, it becomes much more bearable. Here is Heike, I love her very much, what problems with Heike while her fantastic stupidity has no effect on my life? And now imagine that my result, the result of the pipe and the beauty of the melody, depends on whether Heike is stupid, like a stump or still like a seaweed, the matter becomes more complicated, because stupidity is ineradicable. Now let's imagine: in order for the pipe to play, you need to make the stump stop being a stump for at least a minute. This is where truly misanthropic motives begin. And I do not like hatred, my sweet one. It's a good motor, but it's hard to live in. And you need to be a god ten times more than Yahweh, Allah and Brahma put together in order to treat invincible human stupidity during high stakes as just another manifestation of the law of action and opposition. Neither Brahma, nor Allah, nor Yahweh did this, judging by the scriptures. But even that is not enough for me.

Hell is knowledge of the greatest fragility of the world.

When whole rocks break off from the glaciers and fall into the sea - loudly, but not dangerous, much more terrible is the wave that is created - a huge, quiet, with power, one hundred times exceeding the falling debris. Unstoppable. You are either with a wave - in admiration, or in fear - at the bottom.

- Honey-darling Sarah, you give me this dance?
- Oh, my Lord the devil, with pleasure.