There will be a meaning behind the suffering you're facing. To help the person of utmost importance to you...
Then you will understand the meaning of the suffering that you endure. To help someone who's worth more to you all...
I
don't smoke, don't drink, sniff,
not pumped up the vein,
not rubbed into the gums,
do not lick stamps,
do not breathe in the bag
not gambling,
not ***us ' strangers
do not go to exhibitions,
don't listen to music
don't watch comedies, dance,
do not eat sweet,
don't go camping,
you don't exercise.
do not travel
not marry and not make children
because all of this can distract me from the important suicidal thoughts.