Book: The end of the novel

You're still a girl... Well, you stay. Of course you can. Now... let's Talk frankly. I want you to understand that you have nothing to lose. For you even good that I'm... We're different, like pine and birch. You all kind of blue, pink and... stupid. Let's talk frankly. I never spoke up. I cheated on you. To blame, of course... we all have each other to blame... Now goodbye, I want to tell you that I love myself. Love yourself, and it is the sincere my attachment.