Book: Frozen heart does not hurt

If you hit something in the most sensitive spot. Life seems to be coming to its logical conclusion. But still had to fulfill his Mission. To pay the bills. To pay these bills they have no money. Not services. And not even the humiliation. They paid for everything else. The suddenness of the punishment, fear and pain. The biggest fear and the most excruciating pain of all, which only a person can experience.