Cecilia Ahern. Don't believe it. I hope not. Love (№ 132924)

... Alex, I'm not a fighter. From what I've done in my life, really needed to be done? I always chose the easy way out. We always chose the easy way out. Still with me never happened nothing irreparable. A few months ago my biggest problem was double maths lesson or a pimple on your nose.
And now I have a baby. Child. And this child will be with me on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I won't have any weekends or summer holidays. I can't take the day off, pretend to be sick or to ask mom to write a note. Now I'm a mother. I wish myself to write a note.
I'm scared, Alex.