Irvine Welsh. On the needle (№ 138459)

Society invented deceitful, tricky logic, to enslave and to change the people whose behavior differs from the usual. Let's say I know all the "pros" and "cons", I know I'm going to die, that I am of sound mind, etc., etc., but still want to shoot up? They won't let you do that. They won't let you do it just because it is a symbol of their own defeat. Because you refuse what they offer you.