Mother Teresa Of Calcutta. (№ 166996)

Where is my faith? Even deep down ... there is nothing but emptiness and darkness ... If there is a God - please forgive me. When I try to turn my thoughts to heaven, there is awareness there is the void that these very thoughts return like sharp knives and hurt my very soul... How painful is this unknown pain - I have no faith. Rejected, empty, no faith, no love, no zeal... what do I struggle with? If there is no God, there can be a soul. If there is no soul then, Jesus, you also true.