Bret Easton Ellis. The rules of attraction (№ 175080)

I hated these people. And yet I wanted to stay here with them <...> With all these people I never spoke outside of this room. But here I felt hatred towards them, which not even thought capable of. Blaring music on the street was a light snow, and the room was dark. Only the fireplace was burning and flickering lights on the Christmas tree in the corner. It was important this time. It was then that everything came together. It was here that I wanted to be.