Vitaly Yevseyev. (№ 262450)

There will come a sweet aftertaste and a moment's oblivion, and then, as always, Wake up on the stairs at the entrance, in the mud, a jacket smeared with other people's harckham from the floor, and the body again aching, cold, hungry, aching even more than it was, and so on without end, until one day Wake up just will not work. No, it's not heroin. It stores, brands, food, entertainment, gadgets, vivid pictures, to be admired, the admiration of unknown people, money, a career as a source of money, the courage, the acuteness of emotion, sex, hard, sex, danger, sex with another man's wife, sex with a man man as protest, protest as green hair dye, protest for the sake of protest, protest as a ride, like a roller coaster, antisociality, alcohol, spice. Well, or heroin.