Shades of blue (Shades of Blue) (№ 374666)

What is the obsession? What is it? Mad passion? Lust? Confusing? What we should absorb? What absorbs us? In my opinion, the obsession is taking. Ruthless acquisition of my thoughts. Sometimes I pleased him, and other times it happens against my will. You have probably seen the news where people ignore a storm warning. They overlook the beach, as if waiting, hoping that they will be hit by the wave. I used to be surprised, what is wrong with them? Listen to the warning, go on, be reasonable. And I understand why they are drawn to the shore. Understand why. They can't look away from the wall of the wave front because the wave is beautiful, it's intoxicating, mesmerizing, is the living embodiment of danger. And that moment on the shore, the chance to play with fate, check out if you can stand the danger, to look her in the eye and say, "I can control you. I can outwit. I can bend you to his will." I lost. Every time I tell myself that I don't need that I can control, can overcome the temptation, unable to control their desires. I lost. Your feet will carry me to shore.