Chris Wright. Warhammer 40,000: Child of Chaos (№ 441166)

... Well. As you can see, such words have terrible power. I took her [mother's] words to heart. I thought about them and thought to myself: why can't I be like Erebus? I thought the same thing when I strangled him with a noose. Perhaps I said the same words aloud as I lashed the string and watched his eyes bulge. Then I killed a man for the first time - and, oh gods, it was wonderful! My heart was pounding and my face was radiant. The further his life force drained away, the more I felt my own flourish. By the time I let his body fall down the alley, my insides were literally singing.