fran. like I even... (№ 449228)

as if I don’t even have a soul, I feel something warm inside me, a heart, it boils in me, it continues to beat, but it’s as if I don’t exist, I died. I'm lying like a corpse on this damn bed. take my body and bury it. gather the most beautiful roses and place them on my grave. pray for me before God, ask for forgiveness for me. for all the sins that I have committed.