Haruki Murakami. Norwegian wood (№ 6036)

I'm writing to you. I'm far more handicapped people than you can imagine. I'm sick a lot stronger than you think. The roots of this disease is very deep. So if you can go further, go alone. Don't wait for me. Don't worry about me. Do what you want. Otherwise I will sweep you off your true path. Only that I never want - I don't want to ruin your life. I told you, from time to time visit me and never forget. I wish no more.