Lydia Lunch. Paradoxia: diary of a predator (№ 6394)

you still believe that if you focus your pain in any one place, it is there to stay, and settle somewhere in - secure, tiny, and not that all-consuming haze that rises to you from the outside, and connects, and starts choking... and choking all life from the first to the last breath. Day after day. Day after day. I know that. I know.