Lydia Lunch. Paradoxia: diary of a predator (№ 6425)

And I can recognize ALL. Except that I something was wrong. Or something was to blame. I know I was wrong in many ways. But I can never admit that. Never. And I do not remember that ever I FELT guilty. This has NEVER happened before. Although I know I'm to blame. Almost everything.
I have never lost a dispute. And if lost, we will never be in will not admit.