Lydia Lunch. Paradoxia: diary of a predator (№ 6426)

I've always been very vain. And only vanity saved me. Didn't let me go crazy. Not allowed to fall overboard. I go to extremes - of passion, greed, gluttony. But I always knew when to tell yourself enough is enough. When you have to hold back. I always knew where to stop to still not to fall into the wolf pit of self-loathing, destructive addiction and depression.