Book: Blood ties. Golden Lily

Rose once told me about a book. There was a line: "If your eyes are closed, you can't distinguish dream from wakefulness." That's what I'm afraid of. Once I open my eyes - and I do not understand, I'm asleep or awake.

The day of the 24th. The situation is getting worse. My captors continue to invent new and more terrible suffering. In between work agent Scarlett all day studying samples of fabrics for wedding dresses and continuously says how nice it will look in a particular outfit. This usually provokes the agent Boring Borscht to regale us with stories of Russian weddings that are even more boring than his usual stories. My attempts to escape ruthlessly suppressed. Besides, I ran out of cigarettes. Tobacco any humanitarian help from you will be received with profound gratitude
Prisoner 24601.