I never required to think in what form to Express a particular idea, the words just come to me together with the idea; but I am very often forced to think carefully about the idea to rather to Express it; and as soon as I have formed a definite opinion, everything is said by itself... And when I try to play the words like bells, they stop coming.
I became a different, new person; and those for whom there was only the old me, laughed at me. The only reasonable person was my tailor: he was off again with my measure, whereas all the others came to me with the old, and imagined that it still reflects my actual size.