Character: Zaika

What happened to the boy that I once was?
Tell me, a long old age is the reward, or retribution?
Where dead birds? How old is September?
Does the sea what I'm saying?
What young foliage sings to the evening breeze?
Where the death comes from-top or bottom?
How many leaves to survive, pay the winter trees? -
I just want kids to not die in the womb...