SelfPub: Untouchable heart

- Honey, you're in the wrong place. The contest "Miss Universe" has already been - said a male voice behind me. I knew whose it was. This voice I recognize from a million others, even being deaf.
- The truth is that you think all women go for your cheap pickup and an expensive suit. But I'm not one of your otdyhatelnoe. Donuts that I eat Breakfast, are more expensive than your attempts.

Emily. My love. I've loved you since the day I saw you. I never told you where we first met. One evening I sat on the bike and went to ride. It was raining. And when I stopped in the Park, I saw you. Are you out of your Mustang and looked up to the sky. The rain dripping on your face, and you were definitely upset about something, and I just looked at you and could not tear his eyes. Even then, you won me over. You were overbearing, strict and even a bit aggressive, but at the same time pliable, gentle and kind. You changed me from the first second we met. Every day you make me change, and change all my stereotypes. You don't know how much it means to me every glimpse of your smile. I'll do anything for you. I want to live with you every second, no matter the argument or agreement, but always in love. I promise I will put your desires and interests always come first, and whatever happens, be there. You're the only one I see my future. Who I see my life.

Undressed, climbed into bed, covered himself with the blanket and started to fall asleep. In any unclear situation, I just go to bed. When on a diet, or angry, or when she kissed Adam Mikaelson, and I liked it, and wanted more, just need to go to sleep and all will pass by itself.

- Aren't you tired of being single? he asked, walking up to me butt.
- Terrified to be there and not with those.

Brian. You also changed me. You taught me to love, and for that I will always be in your debt. Every minute of our lives, you challenge me, but at the same time, jump in when I think I couldn't do it. Even though you know that will stand you left me one. And I promise I won't leave you. I'll be there for you, no matter how obnoxious you are, no matter how much you took care of me, I'll take care of you. If I had to measure our love, it would be impossible. Eternity will not be enough to figure it out.

- You want it?
- No!
- You want it?
- No. We just kissed.
- You remember his smell?
Yes.
- If you want to run away from the man, but remember his smell, shitty start. Trust the one who fell in love with the smell of her husband from the first few seconds, as he inhaled it.

That's why I don't fall in love. It's painful and exaggerated. Where are those butterflies, all of which describe? Where is the sense of happiness and inspiration? It's not bloody true.

They really fit each other. So different, but so cute. Emily romantic, but still strict, and Brian serious and cute at the same time. They are like fire and flame do not exist without each other.

- What are you doing, you idiot? What a nice show you put on in there? I'm not one of your girls, which is the head lose from the fact that you pressed her to him, okay? - I hissed through clenched teeth, breaking into the office of Adam an hour later.
I tried to cool down, however, I have turned out badly.
He grinned, walked over to me, lifted up by the waist and sat on the table, stepping in between my legs.
- You're very sexy when you're angry, you knew about this? - held he hand on my cheek. - I want to throw you on my bed. Taste, kissing every inch of your body. Then to bring to this state and to make you come so many times that the only thing you could do is scream my name. But I'm not going to hurt you more unless you ask. I'll earn your trust and your love. You're the woman I love, and if you need to prove it, I am ready.

Honey, you're not weak. You've never been it. You with your wounds and you almost all life was one, and you were just looking for a man who was stronger than you. It's okay, you know? We are all looking for someone who can be with us, kind and gentle, but hard and strict. It attracts us to people - the diversity, the opportunity to be weak with them.

Empty women at every step, but is it worthwhile? Must be something for which a man will need to fight.

No, Rodney, I have many. But a big family is a pain in the ass.

Just once, sitting at a computer after work, you know that something is missing. There are family, friends, food, car, house, money, success, but you don't feel happy until the end. Not enough people would come to your house with fresh muffins, made tea, threw a blanket and just hugged. Who would take you by the hand and said you are the most beautiful in the universe, even if you know that it is not. I used to think that words mean nothing, but I was wrong. First time in my life I was wrong, and it fucking scared me. Words is a lot. We women, it is important to hear that we are the most beautiful, lovely, gentle, even harmful, bitchy, stubborn and even selfish, but still very necessary. It is important for us to see love in the eyes of men, it is important to feel it. Because the slightest indifference we feel. I loved once, and, it seemed, was loved. And only now realized that this is our happiness. Even for several lives, I have too much felt. I often say that I'm beautiful. I the embodiment of sexuality. It was in my life all in love, swore, asked her to marry me, with Windows and wanted to rush, but I felt nothing. Never. I'm just a walking paradox.

Like you, I've never seen before. I always dreamed about you. I knew, loved and protected you in my thoughts and always felt that one day we will meet.