Stanislaw LEM. Solaris (№ 115636)

Yes, it is necessary to pretend, to deceive, always and everywhere. And all because of me, probably rooted in the thoughts, plans, hopes, cruel, gorgeous, ruthless, and I know nothing about them. The man went to other worlds, new civilizations, not knowing his own soul: its byways, dead ends, bottomless wells, tightly boarded up doors.