Gayle Forman. When she left (№ 212286)

Maybe that's why I can't afford to enjoy what we have. Why in the middle of the night when I can't sleep, I go outside to listen to the lapping of the filter in the pool, and why obsessed with those little things in Bryn that are driving me crazy. Because I realize that in essence, it is nothing - the way she sleeps with Blakberi the pillow, how he trains for hours, as records absolutely everything that eats, she refuses to deviate from plan or schedule. And I know she has a lot of advantages, which counterbalance all the bad. She's generous as an oil tycoon, and loyal as a pit bull.