Pink time of my school life was a sham (OreGairu) (№ 218786)

Not understand until you tell? But there is something to understand, even if you say, and even if he did, I probably would just not be able to accept it. No matter what, I would think that it's not pure there is some hidden reason. It's not that, it's too arrogant to expect that you will understand, like you said; complacency said, conceit vyslushivaesh - a lot of that can prevent to understand each other even without talking. Because I want not words. What do you understand someone without words - just an illusion, but I want not words: there is something that I always wanted, and certainly not to be understood, not to make friends with someone, not be with someone. I wanted to be understood, I wanted to understand... to understand, learn and relax to find peace, because I was afraid of what they don't understand, to understand someone before the end of a horrible arrogant desire is terribly dirty and disgusting. And now I disgust myself that once so strongly craved. But if both want it, if there is a relationship that allows you to take on each other and forgive this disgusting arrogance - I know it's just impossible, I know that I can never have, and still I... I want this!