Apollon Aleksandrovich Grigoryev. (№ 229218)

I don't love her, I don't.
It's the power of habit random!
But why the alarm mystery
I look at her, catch her speech?
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Why - and itself I will not understand -
Me when it has something bittersweet,
Why I tremble involuntarily,
If you hand her a goodbye shake?
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And in a hurry to see a lot, and greedily catching
Melodically-cute, children's speech;
Why I am afraid and waiting for her meeting?..
After all, its not like I swear not to love.