Samantha Collins. 50 days since my suicide (№ 295638)

I loved you from the first second, from the first moment, from the first sight. I love you different. I love you in bed with a mess on his head, no makeup, this is true and this MY. I love you in the elegant dresses, I love your laugh I love your hair, I love you all. Whole, without residue. You're the one that was yesterday and will be tomorrow. I'm with you nothing to fear. Absolutely nothing. I don't need anyone but you. You got me. You should know first. You're only the first.