Andre Aciman. Call me your name (№ 353459)

That day I felt the pain, the numbness, the excitement due to the almost stranger. Felt like the promise of huge enjoyment, making to tremble the tips of your fingers. I felt awkward my conversations with people to understand where I wrong and it does not want to lose, why should constantly recheck their guesses about each gesture. Found a desperate deceit in dealing with the people I want and thirst, so they wanted me back. Saw the screen that I have established between themselves and the world, one after another, and it was not just a sliding door made of thin rice paper. It turned out I could fight and give in to things before unimportant to me.