Olga Fedorovna Bergholz. (№ 367913)

I'm secretly bitter and jealous
Moody Duma Ty:
you probably would other -
brighter and more gratifying than I...
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I became so rare to laugh
so angry sometimes to joke,
that people with me I'm afraid
of happiness to speak.
No wonder during the interview,
silence, eye drop,
as if on a secret trail
far one going.