Olga Brileva. On the other side of dawn (№ 378442)

- Finrod understand why Maedhros suffered. Not because he was tortured. From the fact that the torture is over.
Lucien amazement opened his eyes. It really was unimaginable.
- Are you scared? Orogram took her by the hand. - I also got scared when I heard the explanation. This is a strange property of our fear - I don't know, a curse or a gift. If we are tormented by something that we are powerless to change and unable to move - we eventually begin to experience from this kind of perverted pleasure. And deliverance from suffering then it is flour... Apparently, otherwise they will not survive; apparently, this property of nature for our good... but if the suffering lasts too long, the demand for them is indestructible. It's hard to believe without experiencing it yourself... It's not only about Maitimo - many of the Noldor, especially in recent years, began to feel something like this... They loved the life we lead here - but not as much as I love you, Sindar. They revel in the consciousness of his impending doom and his will to death.