Sylvia Plath. Under a glass cover (№ 388624)

Buddy Willard was a hypocrite. Of course, at first I didn't know that. It seemed to me that he is the most beautiful of all the guys I knew. I adored him from a distance for five years, before he looked at me, and then came the wonderful time when I still adored him, and he began to glance at me. And then, when he increasingly looked at me, I by chance discovered, he's a terrible hypocrite. Now he wanted me to marry him and I hated him with all my heart.