Albert Camus. The myth of Sisyphus (№ 393096)

To kill yourself means, in a sense, and as it happens in the melodrama, to make a confession. The recognition that the life you have suppressed or that it is impossible to understand. We shall not go into the similes too far and resort to commonplace words. This recognition that life is "not worth the effort". Needless to say, life is not easy. However, for many reasons, the first of which is habit, continue to act according to the request circumstances. To die on their own means to recognize, albeit unconsciously, the ridiculousness of this habit, no deep reason to live, the absurdity of the everyday hustle and bustle and unnecessary suffering.