Irma Braslav. Diary of a dirty eve (№ 39402)

At the weekend I like to Wake up after yesterday's dynamic, chug half a liter of mineral water and gently and carefully transporting himself into the shower. I like to slowly cook my own dinner rather than Breakfast, and filled up in front of the TV, pereschelkivaya channels. Not to strain that somewhere now football or someone's favorite clip.
I'm selfish?
Yeah, maybe.
But whether to live for others?
Is it selfishness to call and invite to dinner only when you have the time and mood? Going to visit the man think about the bouquet of flowers for ladies, and going tired home from work? That's just the same...
If not the highest manifestation of the feelings is to stand in the sight of the beloved in full regalia, and not force him to see you in curlers and beauty mask? Not caring whether it's about his feelings? Not the highest if altruism is to be with him always smiling and well-groomed, because you have the time to do them?
Why would a man want another woman?
It is no better than you, nothing lovelier. She's just a mystery. He hasn't seen her in a lab coat or apron in the kitchen, he knows when it's her period and didn't hear her nonsense when she has a fever.
Is it right to live together and accommodate each other, breaking and erasing from the memory are favorite and cute their habits and whims?
How nice to invite a girlfriend to dinner, not thinking about the fact that he doesn't like the color of the hair, and this just tops it off with his loud laughter.
To listen family adversity, and not to feel in their ranks. In the ranks of women who tolerate infidelity, lack of sex or money, the imposition of the views of others or tyranny. In the ranks of women say that "she did everything to save his family". To save the family? It's either there or not.
What could be worse than becoming a support staff for individuals who eats cooked you a meal, having sex with your body, and in the morning gets up and leaves to live his life. Forgetting your eyes, your thoughts, your prayers.