Laszlo Krasnahorkai. Satanic Tango (№ 417064)

... As long as memory tries to fill the short-lived, easily elusive "now" with confidence and connect with life, to connect the living threads of the rules of this order in a free sequence of events, a person is forced to build a bridge between life and memories not with a feeling of freedom, but rather with the cramped satisfaction of the owner ...