Ken Kesey. Over the cuckoo's nest (№ 461148)

I won't be different. Born premature. I was hurt so much that I died. I was stillborn. And I won’t be anyone else. I'm tired. Gave up trying. And can you. I was hurt so much that I was stillborn and life beat me down. I'm tired. Tired of talking and standing. I've been dead for five years already.