SelfPub: You've had this condition, ...

You had such a state that you want to slap yourself and shout: "You, what did you do to yourself? Get up and move on, what snot here let go?!". How I sometimes hate myself for gullibility, for giving myself to people who are not worth it and have never been worth it, for what they taught me to be strong. I learned how to fall and stand up without help and hands that should be there, but they weren't there when they were needed.
Thank you for now I know, I can do everything myself..