desire [Theme] Page 141
If you want something, then you have the right. If you want to do something, have the right to do.
Survivor retention Client Number Eighty-Four has lost everyone he ever loved and everything that gave his life meaning. He is tired and sleeps most of the time. He began to drink and smoke. He has no appetite. He seldom bathes and hasn't shaved in weeks.
Ten years ago, he was the hardworking salt of the earth. He just wanted to go to Heaven. Today he sits here, and all the world, for which he worked, disappeared. All his external rules and controls are gone.
There is no Hell. There is no Heaven.
And it dawns on the idea that everything is possible.
Now he wants it all.
- I can't feel this desire. When a thousand voices whisper to you: "Yes you are and you are." You try to cope with this, but the desire is coming like a wave. It teases you, it wants to quench his thirst, and the whispering gets louder until it's screaming "Now!". It's the only voice you hear. The only voice you want to hear. And you belong to him, this shadow self, this...
- The dark passenger.
