Janusz Leon Wisniewski. Love and other dissonances (№ 124539)

... Try to love me any - ugly, loud and crying what I get when wandering the dark recesses of memory where dumped haphazardly covered with a black cloth boxes bad thoughts and nasty behavior, roughly hewn, with sharp corners, and I stumble on them to break your head and toes and cursing through clenched teeth,... You think I'm good, but really different: evil, unfair, unhappy. It is easy to love beautiful, but if this? Find out what it's like to be dragged across the steps of the limp body and finding no support, when I cling to your hand, not to fall, then push you away and slide on the wall. Do you need me for this?...