Fyodor Dostoevsky. Crime and punishment (№ 143556)

Of character, fun-loving, cheerful and peaceful, but the incessant misery and bad luck until she violently began to wish and to demand that all lived in peace and joy and did not dare to live differently, that a dissonance in life, the slightest failure began to lead her at once almost in a trance, and she in a moment, after the bright hopes and fantasies, began to curse fate, to rant and rave whatever came to hand, and pounding my head against the wall.