Milan Kundera. Joke (№ 20487)

Is history, except that they happen that there is something else they say? Perhaps I don't need to emphasize that the person I'm completely sober. But perhaps I still left something irrational superstitions, as, for example, this strange belief that all of history happening to me, have some special meaning, yet mean something; that life is its own story tells us something about herself that she gives us some of his secrets, what appears to us as a riddle, whose meaning it is necessary to unravel that history, live me life, represent the mythology of this life, but in this mythology is the key to truth and mystery. This cheating? It is possible, even quite likely, but I can't get rid of the need constantly to solve his own life (as if it really hid a meaning, value, true), I can't get rid of this need, even if she was not than other, as need some games (same games, like solving puzzles).