Henry Bell. Where were you, Adam? (№ 22306)

With unspeakable bitterness he thought about Ilona: she passed away, left him in the lurch, she died, well, to die is simple. Her place was beside him, and for a moment it seemed to him that she could stay alive, if he wanted to. But she realized that it is better not to zazevalsya in the world, that we should not live for brief moments of earthly love, when there is another, eternal love. Yes, she learned a lot, much more than him, and he felt abandoned, deceived, knowing I'd come home, will live without her, will read, work a little and pray to God to comfort, no, he would not beg God that God can't give, can't because he loves people.