Mikhail Mikhailovich Prishvin. Early diaries 1905-1917 (№ 320445)

Close I approached happiness, and now, it seems, only a hand to take it, Yes, there is something just not happiness - a knife in the place where happiness lives. It took some time, and I got used to this sore spot: not so good, and otherwise became to understand everything in the world: not in width and in depth, and the whole world for me changed, and people began to get to me quite different.