Lauren Oliver. Before I fall (№ 332383)

Inner desolation so deep that it ceases to seem empty and starting to feel relief. So that's what it feels like when you drift wave. That's what you feel in the moment when a dark shoreline disappears behind the horizon and you roll over on his back, contemplating the stars, sky and water that are around, like a hug. When you spread your hands and think "Well, okay."