Anna Gavalda. I loved her. I loved him (№ 37560)

First, what it's like to live in? What does this word mean?
My children... but what can I give them? Mom depressed? Upside down world?
I'm ready to get up in the morning, get dressed, have Breakfast, dress and feed daughters to stay until the evening, put them in and kiss Goodnight. I can work it in. It all able. But no more.
Please be gentle.
No more.