Killing Eve (Killing Eve) (№ 379364)

I'm rarely sincere. Don't even understand the meaning of this, but someone told me that it's important. So I'll start. Almost all the time, every day inside of me... empty. Don't feel anything. It's so boring. I Wake and think: "Again? Seriously? Again I have to do this?". And I honestly do not understand why others don't scream from the boredom? Why? I'm trying to find something that will make me feel. But nothing has changed. Whatever I do, I feel nothing. I was hurting myself, but I'm not in pain. I buy what I want, but don't want it. Doing what I like, but I don't like. I'm so bored.