Yuri Nagibin. Happiness in the woman. Happiness in the woman (№ 393635)

I just know that there is someone with me incommensurable in the understanding, I believe it. When I buried my mother, I cursed Him. I choked with tears, snot, why He didn't help? But when I refused It, I became very lonely. Faith needs no proof. Faith and science - in different planes. Science - another round of delusion, and faith is absolute. I tried to refuse God, but saw the futility, the finality, the enormity of life. And then returned to God.