Sugary Miyaki. Three days of happiness (№ 401981)

My first and only childhood friend.
I wanted to die right in front of you.
On the observation deck. I wanted you to wait for me downstairs, and I would have fallen beside you.
Maybe you never realized this, but I have always despised you.
You never answered my calls for help, and then seemingly randomly turned around now. I can't hate you.
So now, when I'm not fit for you - I wanted to kill myself.
But, it seems that during these ten years, you've become even more insane than I am.
I don't think it will be able to pay you this way.
So just disappear.
Goodbye.
I hope only that you didn't lie about what little time you have left.