Author of quotes: Sugary Miyaki

I will die, leaving behind nothing.
Maybe some curious and remembers me - probably as a fool, but much more likely that everyone will just forget.
But I don't mind.
I don't need forever, of which I once dreamed.
I don't mind if nobody remembers.
Because she's here with me, smiling.
Just so I can forgive and forget everything else.

- Hey, Mr. Miyagi? I remember you said you wanted to know my wish, and I promised to tell you, as soon as such thoughts.
Proceeded seconds of pause.
Yes. I'll do what I can.
Okay. Then I have to be honest. Miyagi, when I die, forget everything about me. This is my small wish.
- No.

- Mr. Kusunoki? I'm really, really glad that you want to use what is left of your life to help me... But this is not necessary. Because you have long since saved me. I believe that even ten years later, I can remember the days spent with you - laughing and crying. I believe that the mere possession of such memories will make my life a little easier. So, you've done enough. Please, forget about the debt.
- In return... ' said Miyagi, leaning on me. - Instead, give me memories. So after you go... when I feel hopelessly alone, I could feel the warmth of these memories, again and again - for as long as possible.

Indeed, at first I thought you were a man who deserves only 30 yen. When I gave you 300.000, entirely was for my self-satisfaction. I didn't care about the fact that it was you, Mr. Kusunoki... But gradually my opinion changed. After the incident at the station, you took my story to heart, isn't it? You sympathized with my circumstances, need to sell time. Since you ceased to be merely the object of my observation, Mr. Kusunoki. This in itself was a significant problem, but then they became more. I know, this probably meant nothing, but I was glad to see that you are ready to talk to me. Because I have always been invisible. To be ignored all my work. Even simple things like a conversation in a restaurant, trips to the store, and then as we held hands walking along the river, it was all like a dream. You're the first person who never ignored, regardless of time and circumstances.

Perhaps, for once, I wanted to be someone's only Savior. I wanted to give myself this opportunity, but... it seems I tried to save myself by helping someone who was in the same miserable circumstances. In any case, it was only a consequence of my perverted kindness. Sorry.

- What is this crap?
- Have you ever heard about vending machines?
- TTS. I asked why it was necessary to capture it on film.
- People like sky and they take pictures. People who like flowers, pictures of flowers and those who love trains, take them off. All only doing this because they want to. I similarly like vending machines.
Ha, and here you are wasting your life. Fucking stupid. Really couldn't think of anything better?

- Tell me, Mr. Kusunoki. What would you do, if I were to deceive you, and make somewhere?
- For example?
- Hmm... let's Say a cliff or a bridge. Somewhere where there would be danger to fall from a height.
- I never thought about this, and not going.
- Why not?
- Why would you do something like that?
- This is true.

"I didn't notice what was right in front of my nose."
I think I said it out loud, because Miyagi looking me in the face, asked:
"For what?"
- No, well, it's really stupid... I Just remembered something, about which I can safely say I like it.
- Please tell me.
I love vending machines.

- Do what you want. Even you must have some Hobbies, right?
Yes. Listen to music and read... But now that I think about it, I realized that it was the only means of escape from life. I used music and books, to achieve a life of compromise. Now, when there is no more reason to force myself to go further, they are not so I need.
- Then maybe you should start thinking about it differently. From this point, you can just enjoy it.
- Yes, but there's one hitch. No matter how I look at books and music, I feel some indifference. As if it has nothing to do with me... If you think about it, most things in this world created for the people who continue to live. Of course, it's natural. There is no need to create something for those who will die soon.

My first and only childhood friend.
I wanted to die right in front of you.
On the observation deck. I wanted you to wait for me downstairs, and I would have fallen beside you.
Maybe you never realized this, but I have always despised you.
You never answered my calls for help, and then seemingly randomly turned around now. I can't hate you.
So now, when I'm not fit for you - I wanted to kill myself.
But, it seems that during these ten years, you've become even more insane than I am.
I don't think it will be able to pay you this way.
So just disappear.
Goodbye.
I hope only that you didn't lie about what little time you have left.

Everyone likes to consider themselves an exception when there is a depressing statistic.

Thank you. You know, when you smile, like the library faerie.
- Apparently, today, you are full of energy, Mr. Kusunoki.
- It seems so.
- So what is this "library fairy"?
- Just a symbol of elegant and intelligent women.

I reached for her my hand.
I wanted to insult her, to hurt her. But when I touched the bare shoulder, her sad face made me freeze. Am I really going to push her on the cold floor, and use it to satisfy their dirty desires?
If I do this - it will hurt. Maybe I will add another wound like the one on her knee. You may take away even more light from her coal-black eyes. Maybe when this is all over, I hear another sarcastic comment, as if nothing had happened: "are you happy Now?"

I hope now you understand? You don't have to cling to their past relationships. First of all, you are unable to keep them. After miss Gimeno did you sent her at least one letter. And after graduation, have you ever had contact with Mr. Naruse? Why miss Wakana left you? You show one reunion? I'm sorry, but clinging to the past, aren't you asking for too much?