Victor Pelevin. Generation P (№ 429)

- The man has a world in which he lives / the sirruf said didactically. - Man is man because nothing but this world does not see. And when you take an overdose of LSD or dine on Panther fly-agarics overeat that even a complete disgrace, you're making a very risky move. You leave the human world, and if you knew how many invisible eyes are watching you at that moment you would never do this. And if you saw even a small part of those who are watching you, you'd die of fear. By this act you declare that you being human is not enough and you want to be someone else. First, to cease to be a human, you must die.