Character: Boris Viktorovich Savinkov

In one of his many books, Boris Viktorovich described the essence of the metamorphosis that happened to him: “Happy is he who believes in the resurrection of Christ, in the resurrection of Lazarus. Happy are those who believe in socialism, in the coming paradise on earth. But these old tales are funny to me, and fifteen acres of divided land do not appeal to me. I said: I don't want to be a slave. Is this really my freedom? And why do I need her? What am I going to kill for? In the name of terror, for the revolution? For the blood, for the blood? But I cannot help but kill, for I love. If the cross is heavy, take it. If the sin is great, accept it. "