SelfPub: What I realized in the end ...

What I realized in the end, after going through emotional hell?
Thank goodness I left myself and was not disappointed in myself, I have no new complexes or fears, no.
I was able to make some definite conclusions about others people, about their relation to me, about the place which they occupy and should (does it?) to take in my life, the extent of my importance to them.
You must always remember, a friend not only in joy, not only in trouble, but with the passage of both phases.
My failed.
Unfortunately.
Or fortunately.