Leo Tolstoy. Confession (№ 384529)

I have lived in this madness, is especially peculiar, not only in words but in reality, we are the most liberal and learned people. But because of my weird physical love to this working people that made me understand him and see that he is not as stupid as we think, or thanks to the sincerity of my beliefs is that I don't know how what the best thing I can do is to hang himself - I felt that if I want to live and understand the meaning of life, the search for the meaning of life, I need not those who lost the meaning of life and want to kill yourself and those billions of dead and living people that make life and carry his and our lives.